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There will ALWAYS be a part of me missing, because you were NEVER there. You left WITHOUT caring You TURNED your back and NEVER looked back You just let us grow up HATING you for you ABANDONED us. You LIED in the WORST most possible way. You let us grow up NOT knowing you. I grew up always WONDERING. I had so many QUESTIONS. When I needed you most WHERE were you? You left us with NOTHING. Were we a bag of TRASH to you? Cause you threw us away! Don't say you didn't have a chance to see us You were supposed to be there, You were supposed to be someone we looked up to. Don't you wish you had that??? Can you imagine how PAINFUL i

There comes a time when God puts us in a bad situation and he wants to see how quickly we get out of it. He wants to see how we react and how we face it. I guess being my first time in such a bad situation I can definitely say I'm not taking it so well. I'm weak and most of all scared. Who can I turn to?? I'm too young to get back on my feet so fast. I know you make the choices to how you want your life to be like. But let me ask you, how can you when your problems come right after each other?? It's like you're tied down and you can't break free. The saying is definitely true when you say 'You never really realise what you've got unt