There comes a time when God puts us in a bad situation and he wants to see how quickly we get out of it.
He wants to see how we react and how we face it. I guess being my first time in such a bad situation I can definitely say I'm not taking it so well.
I'm weak and most of all scared.
Who can I turn to??
I'm too young to get back on my feet so fast.

I know you make the choices to how you want your life to be like.
But let me ask you, how can you when your problems come right after each other??
It's like you're tied down and you can't break free.
The saying is definitely true when you say 'You never really realise what you've got until you've lost it' because it's happened to me..

How is it when you have faith in God you're still sometimes unsure if things will get better again?
How do we jump over such hurdles??
How does the world turn upside down in a second without you even realising it?
How do we fight to get a better life when everyone around you is also weak?
How do we stand up again??

What I've learnt is people are selfish and unfair.
You think that the people who should be there for you the most is not really going to be there..
When can you clearly say "We've got each other?" or "I'm there for you"... Cause honestly it doesn't really happen or maybe I've never really witnessed it.
People only really do care about themselves.

You can't trust anyone in life, Not even your own family.
That's just sad. So hurtful.
A life full of hurdles.
When can I get over one??
How hard do I have to try????
When there's nothing to hold on to...




.:.Gayle.:.